i hope..

assalammualaikum

hi diary..kat sini je sy luahkan ape sy rase kn?
sbnarnya sy confuse... dah dapat tajuk FYP
dan sgt2 kababooooooooooooooom!
aiyaa...high expectation kot..
but i'm trying the best ok?

wahai cik hati...
esok bday sy...as usual no celebration with family
oh mummy! nk celebrate ngn mama n others
kat sini nothing yg nk diceritakan life kt sini
ye sy bkn kesepian! sy ade kwn..
sgt rapat walaupun sblm ne xrapat but maybe  dah takdir
nme dy Atiqah Dahalan :)
dy sgt baik..dan sy selesa ngn dy
but different faculty!
so...in my fakulti sy ade best friend
named asri and wan
kami kongsi  masalah bersama
tp asri lg rapat berbanding wan
sbb for this sem all the time we are being together
even project fyp pown kami share
and kami masuk innovation sesame!

but actually i really miss the old relationship
i have best friend in utm
and she is! ....
1st bestfriend taken by .....
2nd bestfriend gone because of my fault?
how? now i'm alone

hey hati! jgn menangis..
tabah la...awk bkn keseorangan
mungkin takdir...kan?
sabar ye hati...

sy xberharap ade org sambut birthday sy
sbb mmg xkn ade
sbb kwn2 sy just ignore me!
and i hate that

just hoping my mum and adek call me tonight
because i wanna tell her story about today
wanna cry but just stop it...

to him
i hope i understand you
i hope i be with you
i hope the wish from you!

nothing to say just wanna cry

waiting for my big day

how to express the feeling of waiting
actually i am not excited
and wanna pospone the date until i come back to shah alam
wanna celebrate my 22nd as i becoming older

i have a dream on my 22nd..huhu
but i am sure that is impossible!
totally impossible
but i still put it into my wish..
i wanna blow a candle on my birthday
even a small cake..but with my buddy
still hoping that she will wish my BIGday!

wanna get 1 times 4FLAT as student of bachelor electric_electronic engineering!
wanna celebrate with HIM!
wanna HIM  besides me to countdown my bigday
but for sure that is impossible
he is too buzy as a junior engineer

hoping also a propose on my BIGDAY!
my target is not a marriage
as long as we get a bless from our parents
it is considered ok :)

next dream..i wanna continue my studies oversea
so it not miserable waiting for our day

• can i?

hihihi..just a wish lol...
haha

p/s:dendamengarutdakeletihanjogbersamasiwan!